I've been trying to write a decent post for the longest while but it has been so hard because i have so much to say but cant find the words. so now im sitting here in my pjs listening to some of the sweetest love songs ever written and thinking how much i hate all the writers right now! how is it they could have been so blessed to find such 'perfect' love when some of us are longing for that and it's nowhere to be found. Now Rascal Flats 'God Bless The Broken Road' is playing and im longing for the day when i can get to the end of this broken road and claim my prize. things are really bad when you start to doubt that the one you've always believed would be there for you for always will actually be there for you. no he hasnt done anything bad except fail to return a phone call or two but this distance is really getting to me and im afraid it will make him forget me soon :-( so many people around me are having 'problems' even though they pretend everything is ok. i cant pretend anymore. i dont want to. i love you, i miss you, and im scared too! i dont wanna lose u! i dont wanna live without u! michael bolton says 'love is a wonderful thing' i do agree but damn it hurts so bad sometimes!
2 comments:
true, love is wonderful but it hurts. i so feel ur pain on being so far from someone, coz sometimes u just feel like u want to stop caring and fort about it, but like u said, u can pretend all u want, but u finally get tired of pretending.
Nahjaj, you'll not lose him. Because when he returns that call you two will talk and agree on when he should call and how to make it work :) now smile :)
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