Just saying hi

I'm back...missed me???

I haven't really been busy so I won't lie and tell you I was I just haven't been able to come online long enough to blog.

Well this is my last week at the hospital!!! As of next week no more waking up at 6 am. I'll be going back to work at the doctor's office I used to run around before I started at the hospital. But this time I'll be working for real. YAY!!! Yeah baby, I'll be getting paid!!!

Hope ya'll been doing fine and everything is going well for you.

I'm running off again. Be back as soon as possible to blog about what I really wanted to talk about.

Have a great Thursday, Friday, Saturday, etc til I get back.

Current mood... hmmm...I don't even know. Probably bored... seeing that I'm at work and I have absolutely nothing to do. Checked my messages three times in the last 15 mins.

Last week was great though. Finished another section of my clinical rotations, this section was suppose to last for two weeks but I managed to finish in one week. Therefore, I don't have to go to the hospital in the mornings next week, but I have to go at nights.

Friday was a rather interesting day. First of all, I did my tests in Blood Banking without even being prepared but thankfully I aced both of them. Then, a certain friend and I got started on our bi-weekly Friday routine, collect our checks-cash them-spend them!!! However, this week things didn't work out as planned. (sorry friend I have to tell the blog world!!!) My oh so sweet and collected friend locked her keys in her car!!! So she had to call her dad to come get us, but he was busy and so he called her mom, who was also busy and so she called her aunt. After we got her keys I ran into my mother who decided to kidnapp me and so that was the end of our evening :-(

Saturday my family decided not to go to church so we all stayed home. This gave me way too much time to waste. All I did all day was daydream about my baby.Not that I don't do that EVERYDAY, but this was out of hand!!! By about 5 Saturday evening I was sure I was gonna lose my mind if I didn't leave the house. So Rita and I decided to go to the beach to chill and clear our heads... Im almost ready to leave when my parents and lil brother decide they wanted to go too. So off to the beach we went. When we got there I was suddenly on a high and I started taking pics. I almost drove Rita crazy. She was running away from me but I kept following her and taking pics... poor thing could not get away from me. LOL...

Saturday night... I decided to kidnapp Rita and make her spend the night at my house which didn't turn out to be too bad except we started watching a movie and about 5 mins into the movie I fell asleep and left her up by herself. (Sorry darling... I'll make it up to you :-)

Sunday... I'm at work.... grrrr... this is the last place I want to be. But what can I do, gotta stick it out for the rest of the semester.

The thought of the end of the semester is OH SO GREAT!!!! :-D

Three months to go!!!!! Can't wait...........

Anyway people, I'm gonna go find something to do. Probably some surveys to bombard my friends with.

Have a great week!!!!

Hello there blogworld :-)

I bet you can't guess what I'm doing... :-)

OK let me try and write a sensible blog for once.

Here goes...

This past week has been great. The college was on Spring Break so I didn't have to go to work... yippeeeeeee... BUT... I still had to go to clinicals at the hospital. Sad... I know. Anywho, its not all bad because I only have three weeks left there. YAY!!! Im counting down!!!

In other even more FANTASTIC news... I'M MOVING... YAY!!! YAY!!! YAY!!! Three months from now ,four the most, I will no longer be living in Brunswick. I'll be far away from Brunswick and all the boringness (Im frenz with a word inventor and it rubbed off) and I'll be close to my baby!!! ooooh la la *wink* ... INFINITY YAYS!!!!! :-D

Calming down a little... I need to sign up to do my certification exam. Everyone I've talked to who have done the exam have been scaring me, telling me it's really hard. I even heard today that no one who has done this program from my college have passed it their first time :-( but I plan on changing that.

Back to all the hype... I WILL BE GRADUATING IN MAY... counting down to that too!!!! :-D

Hope you all have a great week!!!!! :-D

*should have said ya'll ... ahhh... no... soon I'll no longer be a Southerner!!!*


so much for a sensible blog... *sigh*

HELLO THERE...

How ya doin? {with the wink and smile...Joey style of course...} Oh I just love Friends!!!! just had to get that in... now for my real blog... Well ... when I wrote my last blog I was stressing but now I'm fine. I decided to take your advices and "give it time"... from where I sit now I think everything will be alright. I hope it will. Things don't always work out the way you want them to but God knows the desires of our hearts. He answers prayers even though the answer may not be the answer you wanted, but you just have to trust that God knows what is best for you, and whatever choice he makes is the right one.

I am so confused :- {

So... I tried to post a blog last night and that didn't go so well. I'm kinda guessing it was a sign, seeing that I no longer feel that way...I think. I swear I'm on some crazy roll-a-coaster, this minute in head-over-heels in "like" and the next I'm freaking out because I'm "SURE" this won't work. I guess I'm so scarred from things from the past that I can't move on. There's no form of "coco butter" that seem to be able to get rid of the scars. I really want to forget all that happened and start over but everytime I try something happens that reminds of all the pain.

Last night this was what I was thinking:

" I am soooooo happy. I'm speechless... but this song explains what I'm feeling..."

IF YOU ASKED ME TO (Celine Dion)

Used to be that I believed in something
Used to be that I believed in love
It's been a long time since I've had that feeling
I could love someone
I could trust someone
I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again darlin'
I said I'd never let nobody in

But if you asked me to
I just might change my mind
And let you in my life forever
If you asked me to
I just might give my heart
And stay here in your arms forever
If you asked me to
If you asked me to

Somehow ever since I've been around you
Can't go back to being on my own
Can't help feeling darling since I've found you
That I've found my home
That I'm finally home
I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darling
I said I needed, needed to be free

(But if you asked me to)

Asked me to, I will give my world to you baby
I need you now
Ask me to and I'll do anything for you baby, for you baby
If you asked me to
I'd let you in my life forever
If you asked me to

*END LAST NIGHT'S POST*

I was actually hoping he would ask me to... but now... I'm so ready to run away so even if he wants to he won't be able to find me.

Now, what I'm thinking is closer to this... (in my own words)

It's so hard for me to open up,
Sad to say, but I've already given up.
I can't believe that this could be,
How could you really be in love with me.

*end thoughts... *

Well lets see... where do I start. Valentine's day was rather interesting this year. I was anti-Valentine as planned for the earlier part of the day but it all went away by mid day. This lady I work with was so estatic because she got flowers from her husband. She said he hadnt given her flowers in nine years and so she was on top of the world. Many other people by who I was surrounded received V-day gifts from their significant others and was glowing and all throught the day. I was so overwhelmed with joy (I guess all the happiness rubbed off on me) that by the afternoon came around I had to shed my anti-valentine feelings. I even started "floating" around too!!!!

I was so "high" from all the love in the air that I decided to tell my crush about "the crush". That turned out fine...whew...Thank God. So now Im waiting to see what happens with that.

Hope you all had a great Valentines Day!!!!

Nahjaj over and out... and still "high" from Valentine's day. LOL!!!!

Metamorphosis

I was searching for a new template for this blog when I saw this pic. It is soooooo beautiful. The artist must be really proud of this piece of work. I think I am now obsessed with this pic. I've been looking at it every couple minutes. If you are an artist and think I am crazy for loving this so much please don't be too hard on me...lol...

What do you think of the pic????