Have you ever had an old love come back into your life and stir up old feelings? You know this person calls you out of the blue or you meet them in the streets and decide to have lunch 'for old times sake' and before you know they have taken your heart back. Didn't even ask if they could have it. Didn't give you the chance to object. It can be a good thing if you are free, single and disengaged but if you are taken, whew... trouble. Luckily for me I have no one... mon ami doesn't count since technically he's only my friend. For once I'm not even mad about it. Don't get me wrong I'm not over him... at all... but I loving him as my friend, not complicating things with wanting more. I am accepting what is. He'll always have a special place in my heart. Might even be my best man... LOL :-D But I am welcoming back my old love with open arms!!! Been missing him for too long to let him go again!!! And no I'm not jumping of the cliff just yet... I'm taking it slow. Enjoying the ride. I am no longer gonna dream about the future so much that I miss out on the present. Another day isn't guaranteed so I'm living for today :-)
* Soundtrack*
1) Just for Today- India Arie
2) It's all coming back to me - Celine Dion
Looking for the place where dreams come true...
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
back to school !!!!!!!
The 2008-2009 school year has begun!
I had orientation this week...all week!!! The first couple days were so high on the boring scale that it might be illegal to talk about here. Yesterday was fine though. Spent all day in the lab which was cool although we were doing basic stuff.
My classmates.... hmmm... they all seem to be pretty cool. No one is stuck up or look boring. The guys.... not bad-looking. In fact, if Homan wasn't around I might have devoted my attention to one in particular but with mon ami there I have no interest in anyone but him. Yep, I'm still crazy about him even though I shouldn't be but does my heart listen?... nope... and even my head agrees that he's special and worthy of my undivided attention and affection. He really is a GREAT guy and a WONDERFUL friend. He looks out for me and makes my life a lot better when I'm not stuttering/talking crap or dropping things because he's looking at me or too close to me. LOL.
My teachers... well... some seem to be lively, others could take a page out of Dr.Brown's book and be louder and more fun. I love teachers that are loud, it will be less likely for me to sleep. I'm worried about staying awake in the classes with the soft-spoken teachers. Might have to start consuming caffeine.
All in all , being the nerd I am (I'm embracing my nerd-like tendencies :-D ) I am looking forward to the beginning of classes.
To everyone that is starting school soon or has started already... GOOD LUCK THIS YEAR!!!
I had orientation this week...all week!!! The first couple days were so high on the boring scale that it might be illegal to talk about here. Yesterday was fine though. Spent all day in the lab which was cool although we were doing basic stuff.
My classmates.... hmmm... they all seem to be pretty cool. No one is stuck up or look boring. The guys.... not bad-looking. In fact, if Homan wasn't around I might have devoted my attention to one in particular but with mon ami there I have no interest in anyone but him. Yep, I'm still crazy about him even though I shouldn't be but does my heart listen?... nope... and even my head agrees that he's special and worthy of my undivided attention and affection. He really is a GREAT guy and a WONDERFUL friend. He looks out for me and makes my life a lot better when I'm not stuttering/talking crap or dropping things because he's looking at me or too close to me. LOL.
My teachers... well... some seem to be lively, others could take a page out of Dr.Brown's book and be louder and more fun. I love teachers that are loud, it will be less likely for me to sleep. I'm worried about staying awake in the classes with the soft-spoken teachers. Might have to start consuming caffeine.
All in all , being the nerd I am (I'm embracing my nerd-like tendencies :-D ) I am looking forward to the beginning of classes.
To everyone that is starting school soon or has started already... GOOD LUCK THIS YEAR!!!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Q&A
He said, "people have this typical view of love, happiness, beauty and the sort, like it has to be defined to be accepted."
What is your view on love, happiness and beauty? Do they have to be defined to be accepted?
What is your view on love, happiness and beauty? Do they have to be defined to be accepted?
Monday, July 28, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Lord I believe in You
Giving praise to the One who brings me joy. The One on whom I know I can always depend.
Lord I believe in You
Crystal Lewis
Though I can't see Your holy face
And Your throne in heaven above
It seems so far away
Though I cant touch your nail scarred hands
I have a deep and unspeakable joy
That makes my faith to stand
Lord, I believe in You
Ill always believe in You
Though I cant see you with my eyes
Deep in my heart Your presence I find
Lord, I believe in You
And I'll keep my trust in You
Let the whole world say what they may
No one can take this joy away
Lord, I believe
Born from above
You are Gods only chosen one
Youre the one and only true way
To the Fathers heart
You died for all sin
Then you rose and now live again
Conquering death and the grave
So that I might live
Lord, I believe in You
I'll always believe in You
Though I cant see you with my eyes
Deep in my heart Your presence I find
Lord, I believe in You
And I'll keep my trust in You
Let the whole world say what they may
No one can take this joy away
Lord, I believe
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
and the blessings keep pouring in !!!
My mother met him and SHE LOVES HIM!!!!
My mother is a very sweet person, she's totally awesome and she is VERY protective off her offsprings which can be translated into her being strict.
She has never really met mon ami and of course she was skeptical, ' I have to meet him!' So today was the day. I was so anxious, scared, nauseated. I mean if she didnt like him my life would be bad I'm so crazy about him I dont want to hear that we cant be friends. But she met him and she adores him which is TOTALLY AWESOME!!! They talked for a loooong time and joked ... she even invited him over again, she's even gonna cook for him!!! I'm still in shock. I mean I figured she'd like him just not this much. Too bad I can marry him :-(
All in all... Praise the Lord God Almighty!!!
LIFE IS GOOD!!!
My mother is a very sweet person, she's totally awesome and she is VERY protective off her offsprings which can be translated into her being strict.
She has never really met mon ami and of course she was skeptical, ' I have to meet him!' So today was the day. I was so anxious, scared, nauseated. I mean if she didnt like him my life would be bad I'm so crazy about him I dont want to hear that we cant be friends. But she met him and she adores him which is TOTALLY AWESOME!!! They talked for a loooong time and joked ... she even invited him over again, she's even gonna cook for him!!! I'm still in shock. I mean I figured she'd like him just not this much. Too bad I can marry him :-(
All in all... Praise the Lord God Almighty!!!
LIFE IS GOOD!!!
Monday, July 14, 2008
A very HAPPY Squirrel
LIFE IS GOOD!!!
THANK YOU JESUS!!!!
My summer break hasn't been the best I've had but still it has been great. From the road trips to the belly laughs generated from hanging out with my family to sleeping in, it's been good. Intially I had expected this summer to suck since I had no plans for my free time. I still kinda wish I had a more productive holiday but hey... this works!
Today I got my package from the school I'm supposed to be attending in the fall and I'm sooooooooooooo excited despite the fact that I'll have to wake up at 5 am!!! I'm definitely looking forward to starting school, to being back in the lab. I miss the test tubes, pipettes, and the gloves... ahhhhhh... my happy place second to actual patient care. My schedule is actually very strange and kinda scary but you gotta do what you gotta do, so you can do what you wanna do. I have two classes per day!!! sounds good huh? well..... one if from 8 30-12 and the other is from 1-4 so they'll be looooong. My butt is already hurting just thinking about it. However, whatever pain that will be the result of being in class that long should be relieved by mon ami's presence. LOL. That's just icing on the cake.
Well, I'm off to enjoy the rest of my vacation.
peace and love :-D
A very happy squirrel (Nahja).
THANK YOU JESUS!!!!
My summer break hasn't been the best I've had but still it has been great. From the road trips to the belly laughs generated from hanging out with my family to sleeping in, it's been good. Intially I had expected this summer to suck since I had no plans for my free time. I still kinda wish I had a more productive holiday but hey... this works!
Today I got my package from the school I'm supposed to be attending in the fall and I'm sooooooooooooo excited despite the fact that I'll have to wake up at 5 am!!! I'm definitely looking forward to starting school, to being back in the lab. I miss the test tubes, pipettes, and the gloves... ahhhhhh... my happy place second to actual patient care. My schedule is actually very strange and kinda scary but you gotta do what you gotta do, so you can do what you wanna do. I have two classes per day!!! sounds good huh? well..... one if from 8 30-12 and the other is from 1-4 so they'll be looooong. My butt is already hurting just thinking about it. However, whatever pain that will be the result of being in class that long should be relieved by mon ami's presence. LOL. That's just icing on the cake.
Well, I'm off to enjoy the rest of my vacation.
peace and love :-D
A very happy squirrel (Nahja).
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