Waiting to exhale...

It's somewhat relieving to know that I'm not the only one that has had to endure this pain but it also makes me sad to know other people have to feel this way. I hate this roller coaster that I'm on. I wish I could just not care anymore so the pain would go away. They say time heals all wounds but this one seems to be getting wider with every passing day. Until the day I get over you (I don't even want to get with you) and move on I am here sitting in my room, thinking bout you, almost wishing I never met you.

"Never again" that's what I said to myself

I never wanna feel kind of pain again boy

Just when I think it's over

Just when I think it's through

I find myself right back in love with you

So why does it hurt so bad oh baby

Why do I feel so sad

Thought I was over you

I keep crying

When I don't love you

So why does it hurt so bad

I thought I had let you go

You could

Gotta get you outta my head

Boy you hurt me so bad

(from Whitney Houston- Why does it hurt so bad)

you

i want you

only you

i keep coming back to you

what is it with you

i guess its just you being you

i love you

For You I Will

He says I treat him better than I treat myself. WOW!!! That is scary. I know I treat him better than I treat a lot of other people. But so what!!! OK... this is serious. I love him sooooooooo much. I don't even think about it, I automatically want to please him, although there are still things I wouldn't do, but I've done way more than I've do for anyone other guy. I can't help but admire him. He's so awesome.



So babe... this is for you....

That thing you do

I don't know what it is

But it's that thing you do

That made me fall in love with you.

Maybe it's the way you walk

Maybe it's the way you talk

It's that thing you do

That makes my stomach do flips

And my lips break into a smile

Maybe it's the way you look at me

Maybe it's the way you touch me

It's that thing you do

That makes me want to please you

Every little thing you do

Thats what makes me love you.

Nahjaj

*** I'm dedicating For You I will by Monica to you***

Have you ever been in love??? (part 2)

Lately you seem to be the only topic of my posts. I can't seem to help talking about you. I can't stop thinking about you. There is no doubt in my mind anymore... I'm definitely in love with you.

Have you ever been in love

-Celine Dion

Have you ever been in love

You could touch the moonlight

When your heart's shooting stars

You're holding heaven in your arms

Have you ever been so in love

....

Have you ever walked on air

Ever felt like you were dreamin'

When you never thought it could

But it really feels that good

Have you ever been so in love

...

Have you ever been in love

You could touch the moonlight

When your heart's shooting star

You're holding heaven in your arms

Have you ever been in love, have you...

...

The time I spent

Waiting for something that was heaven-sent

When you find it don't let go, I know

...

Have you ever said a prayer

And found that it was answered

All my hope has been restored

And I ain't looking anymore

Have you ever been so in love, have you...

...

Some place that you ain’t leavin’

Somewhere you're gonna stay

When you finally found the meanin'

Have you ever felt this way

...

The time I spent

Waiting for something that was heaven-sent

When you find it, don't let go, I know...

...

Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love

You could touch the moonlight

You can even reach the stars

Doesn't matter near or far

Have you ever been so in love

...

Have you ever been in love

Have you ever been in love

So in... love...

p.s Will someone please tell me how to get music on my blog so I can stop

writing out all these lyrics...........

Can't stop smiling... :-)

Boys are so silly... :-) They do and say the craziest things... or maybe it's just you. I don't know. Anywho, i'm still smiling.

When I see you smile (Bad English)

When I see you smile

I can face the world, oh oh,

you know I can do anything

When I see you smile

I see a ray of light, oh oh,

I see it shining right through the rain

When I see you smile

Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Hate That I Love You (Rihanna)

[I really don't hate that I love you]

Most everything you do
Make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile??? (no...)


Bubby (Colbie Calliat)

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know


Angel of mine (Monica)

I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you boy you are so fine
Angel of Mine


Beautiful Surprise (India Arie)

You're always on my mind
I never could have predicted that I feel this way
You're beautiful surprise.
Intoxicated every time I hear your voice
You've got me on a natural high
It's almost like I didn't even have a choice
You're beautiful surprise
Whatever it is you came to teach me
I am here to learn it cause
I believe that we're written in the stars
I don't know the future holds
But I'm living in the moment
And I'm thankful for the man that you are, you are, you are
You are everything I ask for in my prayers
So I know my angels brought you to my life
Your energy is healing to my soul
You're beautiful surprise
You're inspiration to my life
You're the reason why I smile
You're beautiful surprise

I guess India Arie knows exactly how I feel. I couldn't have described this any better. You really are a Beautiful Surprise.

Ten Things I love about you...

1. I love the way you talk
your voice soothes my soul

2. I love the way you think
you are sooooooo smart!!! {even though sometimes I swear you have lost your mind}

3. I love the way you smile
at me and make me forget what I was thinking, what I was about to say

4. I love the way you say my name

5. I love the way you look at me
makes me lose my mind but its alright... i love it anyway

6. I love the way you drive
LOL... I know that sounds crazy but baby you don't know how sexy you look!!!

7. I love the way you adore your brother
it's so cute to see you talk about how cool he is

8. I love the way you wear your hair
and I enjoy braiding it too... :-) {that's why I won't teach you how to do it yourself}

9. I love it that you like squirrels and that you gave me control of the radio
you'll never know how much that meant to me :-D

10. I love it that you are such a wonderful friend
you mean the world to me.

Can I Walk With You my Beautiful Surprise?

You are all I ever wanted and so much more. Just when I thought it was over for me, I could never love again, You came into my life and showed me the beauty of being in love. Never would have believed in fearless loving if it weren't for you. I want you to know. I am Ready For Love. Ready to love. Ready to love you. I love the way you are. The way you appreciate the Little Things. You are The Truth. You Purify Me.

Never being afraid to love.

Sitting in my room, listening to the Spice Girls and thinking of days long gone and those to come. I remember the days when life was all fun and games, the days when there were no worries. Missing those days and wishing that somehow I could go back. These days there is pain and heartache at every corner. There is no where to run to...no where to hide.Wondering what the future holds, praying for courage and strength to face whatever comes my way. Deciding to live in the moment, making the best of whatever situation I find myself in. Reminding myself to always give thanks for what I've got. Never being too scared to do or say what needs to be done or said. Never being afraid to love.


Gazing into my eyes
Holding onto my hands
Touching my heart.

Whispering sweet nothings in my ear
Gently kissing my lips
Stealing my heart.

Telling me you love me
Promising never to leave me...
Take care of my heart.