I've thought about it, dreamt about it, read about it, talked about it with my friends but I can't talk about it with the one I should be able to.
Just like a lot of people my age, sex is one of my fave topics :-) After all it is quite interesting. It's all over, EVERYTHING can be related to sex. Its like ... I don't know... it's hard to explain.
This is a weird post... why am I talking about this? sigh....
Well, I can say anything to my friends and not feel 'weird' about it. But I tried to talk about it with... yeh him... and I acted like a freaking 6th grader (from the days when I was in the 6th grade, not these days). How embarassing!
I also have a phobia of kissing, I'm 20! Isn't that weird?
I think I have intimacy issues...
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Looking for the place where dreams come true...
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Feasting on Soul Food
I was just at my dear friend Scotchie's blog and as I read her post I was reminded of what a great remedy music was for any and every ache, and I needed something to ease my pain so I decided to revert to doing two of my favourite things. Listening to love songs and writing.
So as I listen to this sountrack (Leaving nothing unsaid) that I stole from Scotchie a couple years ago and let the music take me away, I will write about whatever comes to mind...
1. Colour of Love - Boys II Men
Strange enough this song reminds me of Scotchie. LOL. There is a quote that says maybe your girlfriends are your soulmate and guys are just people to have fun with, with every passing day my belief that this statement is completely true increases.
2. Come a little closer- Brandy
I haven't had a lot of people leave me but for some unknown reason it seems like every time I get close to someone I have to leave. :-(
3. The only one for me - Brian McKnight
Yes, Mr. Big... we both know you are the only one for me. "I want still, I always will, cause you're the only one for me".
4. Still - Tamia
my prayer...
5. Trippin - Toni Braxton
Does this mean if you don't fight then you don't really know if your love is real?
6. Charlene - Anthony Hamilton
... you dont know what you have till it's gone...
7. Where will you go - Babyface
This is for you again Mr.Big.
8. Nothing - Brandy
On behalf of my sidekick im dedicating this one to the one that has her heart.
9. I wanna love you - Donnell Jones
Need I say anything?
10. Am I worth it - Heather Headley
Am I worth it? :-/
11. Wings of forgiveness - India Arie
--- same as # 8---
12. Lucky charm - Jagged Edge
On behalf of Daniel i'm dedicating this to Trudy (especially since she loved J.E so much)
13. Crazy - KC & JoJo
think they need some more crazy 's' to cover me.... missing you terribly Mr.Big!
14. I wish - R.Kelly
where'd this come from Scotchie?
15. Why ask Why - Tamia
Mr.Big, you never have to doubt the love I have for you. I am and will forever be completely and truly and deeply in love with you.
16. Supposed to be - Toni Braxton
;-)
***satisfied***
So as I listen to this sountrack (Leaving nothing unsaid) that I stole from Scotchie a couple years ago and let the music take me away, I will write about whatever comes to mind...
1. Colour of Love - Boys II Men
Strange enough this song reminds me of Scotchie. LOL. There is a quote that says maybe your girlfriends are your soulmate and guys are just people to have fun with, with every passing day my belief that this statement is completely true increases.
2. Come a little closer- Brandy
I haven't had a lot of people leave me but for some unknown reason it seems like every time I get close to someone I have to leave. :-(
3. The only one for me - Brian McKnight
Yes, Mr. Big... we both know you are the only one for me. "I want still, I always will, cause you're the only one for me".
4. Still - Tamia
my prayer...
5. Trippin - Toni Braxton
Does this mean if you don't fight then you don't really know if your love is real?
6. Charlene - Anthony Hamilton
... you dont know what you have till it's gone...
7. Where will you go - Babyface
This is for you again Mr.Big.
8. Nothing - Brandy
On behalf of my sidekick im dedicating this one to the one that has her heart.
9. I wanna love you - Donnell Jones
Need I say anything?
10. Am I worth it - Heather Headley
Am I worth it? :-/
11. Wings of forgiveness - India Arie
--- same as # 8---
12. Lucky charm - Jagged Edge
On behalf of Daniel i'm dedicating this to Trudy (especially since she loved J.E so much)
13. Crazy - KC & JoJo
I can't think, think about this crazy day
I lose sleep just to daydream about you babyyyyyyyy
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you lately (crazy baby)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, just to thinkin about you baby (I don't know what to do)
I'm going crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, thinkin about you lately (crazy, crazy, crazy)
I'm going crazy, crazy, (crazy, crazy) when I can touch you
Crazy, crazy (I'm going crazy) when I can hold you
Crazy, crazy, (I'm going crazy) when I can see you again
(Said I'm going crazy)
think they need some more crazy 's' to cover me.... missing you terribly Mr.Big!
14. I wish - R.Kelly
where'd this come from Scotchie?
15. Why ask Why - Tamia
Mr.Big, you never have to doubt the love I have for you. I am and will forever be completely and truly and deeply in love with you.
16. Supposed to be - Toni Braxton
;-)
***satisfied***
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
How does it feel to be in love?
friend: nahjaj how does it feel to be in love?
me: it feels like... u know how it feels to be walking on the beach with the sea breeze blowing in ur face and there are laughing children running around and lovers holding hands and smiling at each other? its better than that !
friend: lmao, that was a very random description
I find it very hard to put into words the way I feel when I think about him. The feelings are ... there I go fighting to come up with words that will at least attempt to do justice to the marvelous things I feel.
So... can you describe How it feels to be in love?
me: it feels like... u know how it feels to be walking on the beach with the sea breeze blowing in ur face and there are laughing children running around and lovers holding hands and smiling at each other? its better than that !
friend: lmao, that was a very random description
I find it very hard to put into words the way I feel when I think about him. The feelings are ... there I go fighting to come up with words that will at least attempt to do justice to the marvelous things I feel.
So... can you describe How it feels to be in love?
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