so I had a really happy post in mind but i'll save that for later, when im on top of the hill again.

Anywho... have u ever seen the movie 10 things I hate about you ? great movie isn't it? this poem is from that movie and its one of my favourite and im really having a love/hate relationship with it tonite. so here goes....


I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare

I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much that it makes me sick
It even makes me ryhme

I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh
Even worse when you make me cry

I hate the way you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

The way it is...

Sometimes we try to find the reason for every action, every reaction and every emotion without knowing that the beauty is not in finding the answers but in being able to ask the questions....

rants and raves...

I've been trying to write a decent post for the longest while but it has been so hard because i have so much to say but cant find the words. so now im sitting here in my pjs listening to some of the sweetest love songs ever written and thinking how much i hate all the writers right now! how is it they could have been so blessed to find such 'perfect' love when some of us are longing for that and it's nowhere to be found. Now Rascal Flats 'God Bless The Broken Road' is playing and im longing for the day when i can get to the end of this broken road and claim my prize. things are really bad when you start to doubt that the one you've always believed would be there for you for always will actually be there for you. no he hasnt done anything bad except fail to return a phone call or two but this distance is really getting to me and im afraid it will make him forget me soon :-( so many people around me are having 'problems' even though they pretend everything is ok. i cant pretend anymore. i dont want to. i love you, i miss you, and im scared too! i dont wanna lose u! i dont wanna live without u! michael bolton says 'love is a wonderful thing' i do agree but damn it hurts so bad sometimes!

Random thoughts...

• Professors are very peculiar people!!! They say the strangest things!!!



• There are very few things in life that is better than GREAT FRIENDS!!!



• Too much of a good thing is bad for you.



• Girls love Boys!!!



• Boys love Girls!!!



• Homework should be done ASAP not ATLM (at the last minute).



• Smiling at male store clerks generates discounts!!! :-)



• Tyrese is still VERY SEXY!!!



• Some of us aren't as tough as we think we are.



• Skinny jeans are awesome... dont want them to go out of style :-(

p.s. can u guys tell i have nothing to say... lol... i'll be back with something sensible one of these days! promise.