10 greatest loves!

1. My bedroom and all the things in it. I especially love my bed, pillows and blankets :-)
2. My cell phone, I love that I can text/call those dearest to me at almost anytime.
3. My laptop, without it my life would be incomplete.
4. My car, even though I use you and never feed or clean you I still love you.
5. My pillow, I really love my pillow.
6. My soft comfy black jacket that feels like a hug... ahhhhhhh.
7. My poetry book, thanks for keeping my secrets.
8. My wonderful friends! Thanks for always being there.
9. My family, especially my parents and little brother.
10. Neville :-)
11. GOD, thanks for keeping your promise. You have never left me nor forsaken me :-)

*This is obviously from least to most. Had to save the best for last.

** To Neville - no matter how hard I try, I can never stop loving you! (this is one thing i dont mind failing at)

wish me luck!!!

If you found out today was your last day on earth how would you feel? Are there things you will wish you would've done? Things you would've said? Are there things you wished you didn't do? Things you didnt say?

I keep telling myself I need to leave my comfort zone and go out and explore the world without my leash that prevents me from going too far. I need to break the chains that tie me to the door and prevent me from taking risks. It is time to overcome the fear that keeps me in my corner with my hands over my face hoping that 'IT' will go away and I won't have to face it.

I have tired so many times to step out and I have in some cases but I keep coming back. Now that I've learned that I might not be able to escape the restraints of my comfort zone, I have decided to settle for taking vacations. So now I'm trying to build up the courage to step out and grab something (someone) I want and take them back with me.

I don't want to die with regrets, but if I have to have regrets I'd rather it be that I did something than that I never even tried.