Saturday, April 18, 2009

wish me luck!!!

If you found out today was your last day on earth how would you feel? Are there things you will wish you would've done? Things you would've said? Are there things you wished you didn't do? Things you didnt say?

I keep telling myself I need to leave my comfort zone and go out and explore the world without my leash that prevents me from going too far. I need to break the chains that tie me to the door and prevent me from taking risks. It is time to overcome the fear that keeps me in my corner with my hands over my face hoping that 'IT' will go away and I won't have to face it.

I have tired so many times to step out and I have in some cases but I keep coming back. Now that I've learned that I might not be able to escape the restraints of my comfort zone, I have decided to settle for taking vacations. So now I'm trying to build up the courage to step out and grab something (someone) I want and take them back with me.

I don't want to die with regrets, but if I have to have regrets I'd rather it be that I did something than that I never even tried.

1 comment:

Eternal_Soul said...

Good Luck!!!

it's funny, tho.. I'm your total opposite.

I dont have a comfort zone.. I've moved so far away from mine that I cant go back now.

Life gives you as much as you decide to take from it.. I've always been an experience junkie, I try everything and anything. I'm totally, absolutely, open to any experience. As long as it doesnt harm me permanently, then I'm willing to try it.

As for your situation.. dont you feel curious about things beyond your zone of comfort? All you gotta do is work on that curiosity, nurture it. Soon, it'll grow.

We werent brought to this world to be comfortable in our lot. Always enhance, learn, move, expand, progress, improve, stretch, widen, broaden, diversify.. your experiences.

Again, good luck